I come here and read when I feel weak. I was the perfect wife. He feels obligated to me because of that and I with him. Booze and prescription drugs.
This can work if you have a competent therapist, but brings the risk that even the most understanding spouse is probably not going to find it easy to hear and it could cause further rifts. So, I am a person of faith, obviously. Fix THAT problem before you perform anymore backassward temporary repairs on your life and muck it up any worse than you already have. I think you need to talk about it and maybe cry about it. And I know that there is no hope of recovery for anyone struggling with an addiction of any kind until they are willing to remove the thing they are addicted to from their lives in every way. And the outcomes can be devastating not just for yourself, but those around you. Strangely enough, since I came back from the affair, he has been more up for sex. The payoff was fleeting, but the fact remains that the payoff was our drug. Good luck to all who are out there struggling with this addiction or anyway, we all need help. Another thing you can do is seek support from the people who are closest to you, and let them help you. This time, my spouse even condoned some of the behaviors. He can be very sweet or pretty mean. There is a huge mind-matter connection, which simply means that what you think, what you say to yourself, what you believe impacts your life in powerful ways. That you for your post. Become single and then you'll be able to find the right guy who'll tick the boxes exMM did. So, as it turns out, you were lucky not to have her, though it may not feel like it right now. Such chaos makes the day-to-day more than difficult to navigate. Anne intends her responses to provide general information to the readership of this website; answers should not be understood to be specific advice intended for any particular individual s. I separated from my spouse and began divorce proceedings. Do you think that all your wife has ever wanted in life is to be deceived and manipulated by someone she has made a lifetime commitment to? And we fall victim to our own design. We had never gone this far. Was I going to look at this OM in 5 years and cheat on him or vice versa. And, that's the part that you need to get in touch with and stay in touch with because it's, as they say, the better angels of your nature. Ultimately I know I must suffer through this. There are days when getting out of bed and putting one foot in front of the other are almost impossible. Well deserved, but torture just the same.
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